Rod's Summary
My theme for Week 2 was
the
difference between normal everyday awareness and the mindful awareness
that
arises during meditation. Contrasts such as Not-centered &
Centered, Jagged
& Smooth, and Harried & Tranquil seem to catch the difference
that I
sensed. For example, after one 5-minute meditation I wrote:
[During the day] the
sea of tranquility roils with a plethora of jagged issues. Focusing on
the
breath calms the waters somewhat. But are the raggedy demons merely
hidden
under the surface, continuing their cacophony of insistence unsensed?
Now, when I
begin the WH
meditation I can instantly sense the "Sea of Tranquility."
But also, the jagged issues of the day are evident, almost as if they
were
rising above the smooth surface, vibrating insistently like the buzz of
a cell
phone. Some mornings I am able to watch these jaggies subside, but
other
mornings they dominate the scene and the tranquil sea remains in
turmoil.
I am coming to see that
neither
the jagged issues of the day nor the meditative Sea of Tranquility
are complete in-and-of themselves. Both are part of the landscape of
consciousness. I think that both can exist simultaneously in
consciousness;
that Mindfulness arises from the awareness of both; and that
Completeness can
be found in the acceptance of both as natural partners in our Being.
... from Rod