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I find myself focused
on trying to grasp the "other" dimension of 'Now' that Piet described
tonight in his VR lecture, not the linear Now, but the all-encompassing
- that
which holds everything. I think that by looking for it, it evades me
further -
and I'm somewhat perplexed at my inability to truly focus on
experiencing it. I
want to experience, to surrender, to allow - but these illusory walls
of
"I can't, I can't" or maybe "I won't" keep popping up. It
seems easier to be immersed in the story, the nonsense and the
unimportant
irrelevant details of my mini-life - when somewhere I know that by
doing this,
I'm wasting moments of potential bliss. Yet this is where the mind
keeps going.