In working with the WH, I realized that my life has been getting better. I suppose that is one of the fringe benefits of the experiment. As I practice more with "all is complete", then it becomes more so. Looking back over the last three months, I have come to a place of more acceptance. Certainly there are still many moments where I resist what is already so and want something else, but those times are seen in the light of practice and they become a trigger for noticing my departure from WH, that all is complete.

Being able to catch my resistance more has lead to investigate the "self" that is behind the resistance. There is definitely a part of the self that believes that it can control everything and everybody or at least complain about them as they fail to meet certain self imposed standards. Just being able to see this, somehow has helped lightened up this tendency.

There is the notion that there must exist a different reality, other than what I have experienced so far. The working hypothesis challenges me to break down what I have taken for granted as normal and acceptable, such as an existent self and see something else. It is definitely a challenge as it isn't something the mind can grasp as it is the part that needs to be re-examined.

This past quarter has been very productive. I look forward to continuing this investigation.