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Piet, I appreciate your
feedback very much.
And I also think it would be nicer if the experiment was more of a
community
experience, for example by relation more to each other's posts. I'll
respond to
your Piet's comments on "taking refuge" and devotion. I agree that it
would be interesting to explore how they may relate to wh. Devotion
sounds
quite juicy, hypothesis sounds quite dry. So what is a juicy way to
work with
wh.
Piet wrote: "Taking
refuge is a
wonderful method, but it is not based on a hypothesis but a belief. For
the wh,
there is a subtle difference, namely a belief that it is appropriate to
work
with the notion of perfection as a hypothesis." You are making a very
good
point here, that merely believing is not very useful and testing
preferable.
However I believe taking refuge can also be done in a more complete
way, then
just holding a belief. Yes, maybe there is a jump of faith, but the
interesting
thing is there is a jump. Taking refuge in the wh, taking refuge, in
the that
"everything is perfect" is an action,
more then a just belief. I
experience it as surrender. Also concretely I experience it as taking
refuge in
my innermost nature, which is perfect and flawless and this is how a
version of
wh becomes experientially concrete for me. In "everything is
perfect", not only the word "perfect" but also the word
"everything" raises a very interesting question. What is everything?
My innermost nature,
prior to my spiritual
investigations unacknowledged, is now clearly part of my conscious
world, so
part of "everything". The notion of everything has expanded. But more
importantly, that life goes on smoothly, perfectly if you wish after
surrender,
surprises my cautious ego every time. Slowly my faith in the perfection
of
things grows through experiment. I assume wh holds, I act on it and
collect
evidence from how that is. Sounds reasonably scientific.
Piet wrote: "Keeping
our mind open by
NOT accepting either, neither believing nor disbelieving the content of
the wh,
this requires real courage, a lot more than we may think at first."
Open
mind sounds good, when it is
then open, but keeping it
open, means making
an effort to keep it open by experimenting, and investigating is
tricky. I am
concerned that too much investigation can become a habit and mind trip
in and
of itself, in short an obstacle to the practice. It really becomes a
matter of
balancing efforting and non-efforting and here surrender can be a very
interesting option. This week in my practice I worked with the
instruction from
Timothy Conway below, that I think is marvelous.
"An overall bit of
wisdom I would
share with anyone interested in the practice of meditation: Let God
meditate
you! Let the One great Power, call THIS whatever you wish (God,
Buddha-Nature,
Tao, Brahman, Life, Consciousness) which is already doing your life,
digesting
your meals, growing your cells, etc., also meditate you in sublime
peace,
relaxation and radiance... Enjoy!.."
Working with an
intention like "Let
God meditate you", or "Let God do my meditation.", instead of
"me", turned out to be surprisingly liberating for my practice. I
recommend it. Usually, even when my goal is to get beyond my
conventional
beliefs my meditator/investigator-self works overtime and that is
straining and
ultimately defeats the purpose. When "God" does your practice
conventional time may sometimes dissolve and sometimes not. You don't
know. So
what? However there is deeper peace that comes from the fact when
either is OK,
illusion or truth. I can relax from my well known samsaric need of
manipulating
my experience, even if it is for a spiritual purpose. Developing trust
in wh is
a beautiful vehicle here.
Piet, in reading some
of your posts I find
that the scientific metaphors around testing an hypothesis, have, at
least for
me, one weakness. They play into my hyperactive scientist mind and can
lack
heart.
Today I had a beautiful
wh experience.
While being driven back from a beautiful spiritual place to my house, I
fell in
love with world and the people in it (for half an hour). Watching out
of the
car window, What a marvelous show. I felt a warmth for houses and
people that
reminds me of a warmth when I see a Chinese ink landscape painting with
a huge
landscape, and a small, small house in it. So human, so fragile, so
beautiful,
so lovable, and in harmony with nature out of which it comes. I also
appreciated the fact that humans have limitations. Because you can't
just beam
the body in a second somewhere, you have the hustle and bustle with
putting
people on a Southern Indian bus. But if you really look at it, it's
gorgeous.
You have a bus driver who makes a living, people who bring sandwiches
for each
other on the trip. A cranky old uncle may grumble a bit. Would you want
the
world to be any other way? When
In conclusion I think
it might be interesting to express the juicy side of wh. What about
relations
people and other beings? Devotion and compassion could naturally fit
into this.
I'd love for us to explore this interplay further.