Jake's Monthly Summary
The first month passed
very fast. I investigated a few topics related to the WH: Time,
perfection,
imperfection, duality between consciousness and the body, looking at my
deeper
self, Ego, breathing, stopping, relaxing, opening, anti-WH, chains of
thoughts
mechanism, emptiness, fear, completeness…
All those
different
approaches are interconnected; they seem to each be a facet of the same
object.
In some way they all fit in a full wonderful picture. They are parts of
this
evolving practice, but they are not the practice itself. Those topics
are only
a way to help the mind to see more clearly. I have the impression that
slowly
the mind is less involved in the 'seeing' and that there is something
else
doing the 'seeing'.
In the
beginning I was
going in all directions. As the weeks went by, I focused more deeply on
certain
topics like Time and Ego. Accompanying every investigation, I saw Fear
appear
in the form of questioning, uncertainty, clinging, impatience and
discomfort.
Now that I know that Fear has many disguises, I might be able to
recognize it
more easily. The Working Hypothesis tells us that all is wonderful and
accessible right here and right now, therefore we do not have to worry
about
the strange Unknown.