Rod's Summary
This week has been a
time for
intellectual integration of the dual threads of what I'm now calling
the
Linear-Causal & the Tranquil-Holistic. Linear-Causal is my
normal
state of consciousness—life with all its necessities—and
Tranquil-Holistic is
the alternate state of conscious I glimpse during meditation. My
conceptualization of the Working Hypothesis of Completeness entails the
total
integration of L-C and T-H into a nothing-is-missing-here-&-now.
I seem to
need this period of
intellectual integration (which is part of my L-C world) in order to
set the
stage for a parallel non-intellectual integration (which is part of my
T-H
world). It doesn't have to occur this way; it's just the way I
seem to do
things. I'm looking for a Completeness that does not reject
either world,
but gives full, equal, and integrated equilibration to both.
As an
"intellectual" I
tend to explore within the focused L-C mode first, before I'm fully
comfortable
with the more open exploration that meditation provides. In that
way, the
T-H world that opens up to me in meditation "makes sense" within my
L-C intellectual world. And vice versa.
Kinda silly
of me, I guess, to
engage in such a rigid-rigorous method of exploration. If,
indeed, the Working
Hypothesis of Completeness makes sense as an integration of the
Linear-Causal
& the Tranquil-Holistic, then it shouldn't make any difference how
I
approach Completeness, as long as I do not reject either aspect.
In any case,
I shall be curious
to see how all of this intellectual activity will manifest itself in my
T-H
world of meditative timeless / selfless / thingless
non-intellectualization. I am curious to see if the T-H world
will begin
to seamlessly flow into my L-C world, and if the L-C world will
likewise gently
penetrate my T-H world.
... from Rod