Jake's Summary

As I read back my daily entries I see that it follows a wave. For a few days, many little realizations stack on each other and the next days, the nice little stack seems to collapse.

Walking down the street I was looking at the myriad of people going to their business and I saw that we are all connected to each other, that even though everything is in imperfect form, there is something perfect behind appearance that is the source of all appearance. So, we would be those imperfect creatures living in this imperfect world while everything 'behind' is perfect and unified? What does that make me? Are we blocking completeness from manifesting?

One would think that the moment described above would imply wonderful morning meditations, but it was not so, because my last meditations seemed devoid of magic and intensity. This is strange that nice moments lead to rigid and shallow meditation. Why is it like that?