Piet's Summary
I tried to switch from
using phenomena as instruments to letting myself be an instrument. In
Taoist
terms, I was exploring deeper levels of wu-wei. In Buddhist terms, I
was
watching my sense of self at work, trying to see through its antics,
letting it
operate without fueling it through further identification with it. In
terms of
monotheistic religions, I was trying to be a tool in Gods hand, rather
than
playing God by trying to orchestrate my own life in a narrow way.
This last
week, I
reflected on the difference between usual forms of meditation and
working with
our working hypothesis. When a scientist really struggles with an
all-consuming
problem, she keeps the problem in mind day and night. She does not tell
herself: "each morning I will spend forty minutes sitting behind my
desk,
dedicating my time to this problem I am working with, and perhaps I
will do
this for twice forty minutes in the weekend, if I can find the time."
Instead,
the problem keeps nagging her, whether she is brushing her teeth,
waiting for
the bus, doing the dishes, and perhaps even while talking with other
people.
In many
ways, working
with the working hypothesis is a lot like working with a zen koan,
something
that can be done in formal sessions, but that is supposed to pervade
your whole
waking consciousness throughout the day, and your sleeping and dreaming
consciousness as well. The five minutes that we have agreed to spend
every
morning focusing on the working hypothesis is a first step in that
direction,
and a very important step. It teaches us the form of discipline needed
to stick
to a given problem. 5 minutes may be a factor 288 shorter than 24
hours, but it
is infinitely longer than 0 minutes. So in that sense at least, we're
almost
there already, relatively speaking (^_^).
We have come
now to the
end of our second month, in our first Practice cycle. One more month to
go,
before we start our second three-month cycle. This is a good time for
all of us
to reflect on our effort so far, and on ways to intensify our work with
the wh.
If you have any suggestion as to how to deepen our daily engagement,
please do
not hesitate to make some suggestions!
Response to Jake
Yes, you are
absolutely
right: there is really no need for a WoK Practice intensive since all
is so
accessible. Everything else Steven and I are saying and writing on
these pages
are watered-down versions of that statement. You can take that
statement as a
koan, it's a good one!!
Response to Maria
When you can
find even
just a moment to watch your emotions, while they are `way out of
control' as
you described it, there is a chance for the wh to take over
momentarily. The
power that our emotions have is something we give them. As soon as we
start to
really doubt their power, we can see their power beginning to drain;
and when
we look even more clearly, we can see they have no power at all!
Response to Nicole
Thanks for
sharing with
us your smile about insanity/misery! Just one question: when you wrote
brains
and hormones, you use a way of speaking that is quite common now.
However, it
is a type of reduction, of real emotions to something that are
interpreted as
being caused by brains or hormones. So the challenge is not only to be
free to
watch emotions, rather than be pulled along with them automatically,
but also
to watch them as they appear, as emotions, just emotions, without
reducing them
to `states of the body'. Watching them as they are, in their sheer
appearance,
is the key to finding freedom; tying them down to body states risks
throwing
that key away right from the beginning . . .
Response to Frank
Thanks a
lot, Frank,
for your detailed response! It is fascinating, isn't it, that working
with a
working hypothesis sounds dry. And yet, when a scientist struggles
deeply with
a major scientific problem, the struggle is anything but dry. As I
tried to
sketch above, it can be as gripping, and hence `juicy', as anything in
life. So one
question is: how can we give the wh a better rap.
Another
question is the
difference between 1) devotion to a deeply held idea/belief, namely
that all is
perfect, on the one hand; and 2) devotion to an intense struggle with
the
incredible paradox that the wh presents, by holding up the possibility
(not the
certainty!) of ultimate perfection in the face of blatant imperfection
all
around us, on the other hand.
If I
understand you
correctly, you work with 1). This is certainly a wonderful path of
religious
practice. Whether 1) or 2) is the best approach will depend on the
person, and
even for the same person, may be different at different times in his or
her life.
However, whichever we choose, I think it is important to be clear about
our
choice. 1) and 2) are not the same. Devotion to Great Doubt, as in 2)
is not
the same as devotion to Great Faith, as in 1). Both are wonderful paths
to
pursue, and I do not want to make any value judgment here.
There is a
lot more
that I could say, but let us take one step at a time. I enjoyed what
you wrote
about "letting THIS meditate" rather than you trying to meditate; this is
very similar to what I have found myself, as I wrote above (I read your
piece
after I wrote the above paragraphs, and I was happy to see our
convergence!). Yet,
meditation and working with the wh is not the same, and part of any
investigation, scientific or spiritual, is to be really clear about
fine but
important distinctions.
Do you agree
that there
is a difference, and if so, how do you see your approach with respect
to 1) and
2) above? Or would you characterize your approach as yet different from
the two
I sketched? Don't worry in the slightest about whether your natural
affinity
for a choice may or may not fit any formal definition of a `working
hypothesis'
-- the only thing important is that you are at home with your own
practice. Whether
or not that will turn out to fit in the category `working with the wh'
is
another question.
However, we
should get
clarity about that last question, in order to have clarity in our
dialogue. If it
turns out that different people mean something different with `working with
the wh',
we should at least flag that clearly, so that we can address each
other's
concerns more precisely and more respectfully. Rather than taking our
natural
tendency to pray, meditate, or otherwise engage with reality, and
re-label it
`working with the wh', let us see, step by step, to what extent such a
labeling
is appropriate.
Response to Rod
Thank you,
Rod, for
your systematic comparison of the wh with various existing approaches.
I agree
that of the four you mentioned, phenomenology and meditation go most
directly
to the core of the paradoxes that we are confronting. Yet both of them
seem to
me to be subtly different from working with the wh. It may well be that
we can
combine working with the wh with one or the other, or perhaps even
both. Yet,
for the sake of clarity, as I mentioned in my response to Frank, we
should make
sure to respect differences if and when we notice them.
I am looking
forward to
hearing from all of you, and from Frank and Rod in particular, whether
you
agree that working with the working hypothesis is different from
various forms
of traditional meditation and devotion, and if so, how you would
describe the
differences. It would be marvelous if we could agree about precise
distinctions, first, so that we can then explore to what extent we can
find
ways to combine perhaps the best of all of these approaches!