Miles' Summary
Luminous blue sky
Thought clouds roll by
Breeze ripples along skin
Tickles mind within
No end to the vibration
Ceaseless flow from now to now to now
Me We Me We Me We
Easing in a
letting go
has been this week's practice. As a number of major life
decisions were
taken on Monday morning, a great sense of relief swept over me and my
practice. A breath of fresh air, as the old cliché
says. On
multiple occasions I found myself completely engaged with what I was
doing for
hours at a stretch - no impediments, no blockages. In these
moments the
WH was not existent consciously, but nevertheless seemed closer than
ever.
In another
spiritual
practice, I have begun more serious work with the Tibetan compassion
practice
of Tonglen. This practice engages the mind with many difficult
and
intense emotions, and really feeling the raw emotion of each moment -
physically as well as mentally - has been simultaneously terrifying and
brilliant.
The emotions are at times overwhelming, but that is usually much more
due to my
own commentary about the emotion than the emotion itself. In its
commentary about the illusory nature of reality, the WH offers space
from the
emotion to allow the mind to get less swept up in all of the extra
stuff that
emotions generate. This space ironically allowed me to be more
intimate
with these emotions, as there was no longer anything between the
perceiver and
the perceived. It is incredible to witness the simple, but
massive force
of emotions, and to balance the clear space offered by the WH with the
Tibetan
practice of first realizing that everyone else feels the same emotions,
and
then sending the wish that other beings may be free of all of the extra
commentary
that complicates our emotional landscape and burdens the soul.
Emptiness
springing compassion; compassion begetting emptiness. The WH,
Tonglen. Me We.
Miles