Piet's Summary
I continued to work
with time,
with the contrast between the working hypothesis talking about
timelessness and
our daily life that seems to present a world unfolding in time. On
Monday,
during my morning practice, I noticed how I tend to lean forward, so to
speak,
inside the little bubble of the moment. Unwittingly, I tend to stick my
neck
out to the next moment. Having noticed that, I experimented with
sitting back
and relaxing in the moment itself, in the middle of the moment, rather
than at
the future edge. That brought a very noticeable change, from a physical
sense
of relaxation to a mental sense of balance and quiet contentment.
Later that
week I focused on the
connection between meditation and working with the working hypothesis,
the
parallels and differences. I have suggested that we all spend five
minutes
every morning focusing on the working hypothesis, using that time as a
little
laboratory. And of course, this may feel like a form of meditation or
contemplation. At the same time, I've also presented the working
hypothesis as
an alternative for spiritual practice, as something different
altogether.
It is up to
each of you, whether
to consider our early morning sessions as a form of meditation, or just
a way
to focus on the working hypothesis. Either way is fine, and the
emphasis is on
discipline: if we can bring up the discipline to take some time, each
morning,
to work with the wh, it is far more likely that we can keep the wh in
mind
during the rest of the day.
In order to
explore the
connections myself, I decided to spend the rest of the week without any
other
contemplative sessions, longer than the five minutes each morning,
putting
myself on a contemplative diet, so to speak, forcing myself to really
view the
rest of the day as a form for me to lead an active contemplative life.
Interestingly,
that did give the whole day more of a flavor of a contemplative
session. It is
remarkable how we can combine, or how we can let flow together, the
characteristics of a contemplative openness to all that presents itself
with
the active focus that we need in daily life to do what we have to do.
*Responses*
Frank wrote
about using the
breath as a way to remove artificial barriers between meditation and
non-meditation, and exploring that further. This resonates with what I
discussed above, and I look forward to hear what he finds.
Rod made an
interesting attempt
at systematizing two ways of looking at the world, Linear-Causal and
Tranquil-Holistic. I, too, enjoy drawing up such schemas, and then I
enjoy
walking around them to see what can be improved. My first question to
Rod is:
you talk about my L-C and my T-H world
[emphasis added], as if they are on a par, and as if you own both, and
you can
view and review both. Does this `you' live in yet a different world? Or
in one
of the two worlds? Or in both, in different identities? If the later,
which one
is more true, and is there really room in the T-H world for a `you',
and if so,
in what form?
Miles asked
me to explain what I
meant when I described a mistake that I saw myself making. The mistake
was to
explore the wrong version of the wh, a version that was too limited. I
set out
to explore the wh notion that all is complete and perfect, and hence
timeless
and not bound to our ordinary interpretations. But then I noticed that
there
was still a subtle sense of I as an observer watching all that, and
`drinking
it all in', as if through a straw. So yes, losing a sense of self is a
good
thing if it happens naturally, as part of the whole world opening up,
so to
speak (language is tricky here), but it is extremely easy to
congratulate
yourself with a bit of losing and loosening up and opening up without
noticing
how much you're still stuck in the ordinary patterns.