Rod's Summary
Piet & Everyone
Week 4 Summary
This week's experience
is
perhaps best captured with several excerpts from my daily journal,
almost all
of which dealt with the dichotomy between daily life and the meditative
state:
things I need to do
today churn
the waters of the sea of tranquility: Even so, that awareness itself
can lead
to a calming of the waters.
five minutes to find
the sea of
tranquility: Searching the horizon for where I am, failing at first to
realize
that where I am is "right here" & when I am is "right
now" & what I'm doing is "exactly this." Why is the here
& now & this so elusive?
transition from there
to here,
from then to now, from that to this: The biggest difficulty at this
point is to
infiltrate the Tranquil-Holistic into the frantic pace of Linear-Causal
reality.
reaching a balance
between
Linear-Causal and Tranquil-Holistic: L-C remains my dominant mode. I'm
working
from the hypothesis that my T-H needs to deepen to be more in balance
with my
L-C in order for a deeper integration between them to arise.
being here now doing
this: The
struggle with dichotomy remains.
It would be
so much easier to
segregate my life into the reality of daily activity and the reality of
meditation. Just do Linear-Causal during daily life and enjoy
Tranquil-Holistic
during meditation! But I don't think that "solution" is in keeping
with our Working Hypothesis. It becomes Either-Or, maintaining a
Cartesian
Duality, instead of reaching for a deeper synthesis.
How will I
ever know if such a
synthesis is possible if I don't continue the work of exploring it? I
shall
endeavor to deepen my Tranquil-Holistic state of consciousness and
observe
whatever synthesis, whatever blending, whatever integration, arises
between it
and my Linear-Causal state.
Commentary
on Week 3 posts
In keeping with my Week
4
Summary, I was struck by a common thread from our Week 3 posts that has
to do
with how the everyday world is "interferring" with our ability to do
the 5 minute daily meditation. Many of us seem to be struggling
"against" the everyday world, seeing it as an impediment to exploring
the Working Hypothesis of Completeness. For example:
Maria wrote:
"this week is
all about struggling in daily life stuff and noticing what my mind is
up
to"
Frank wrote:
"practicing
WH...is easier for me when I am relaxed and [in a] contemplative mode,
if I am
not too tired, stressed or fatigued and if my mind is not spinning
around
objects"
Nicole
wrote: "I was in
'work vibe' which this week has been filled with nervousness, newness
and
excitement...but planets away from the WH"
And I wrote
about the apparent
dichotomy between the meditative world (Tranquil-Holistic) & the
world of
daily life (Linear-Causal). These two modes of consciousness are both
strikingly palpable and powerful, and yet they seem so radically
different as
to defy integration. But the Working Hypothesis of Completeness implies
that
both are real and both are part-and-parcel of the same thing, perhaps
even to
the degree that there IS NO DISTINCTION between the meditative world
& the
world of daily life. I.e., everything is complete, everything is
already here,
now, and always.
How, then,
can we see the world
of daily life not as an interference, not as something to struggle
against, not
as something "outside of" the Working Hypothesis...but as the very
thing which we are seeking? Not an easy task!
... from Rod